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inappropriatesong.mp3

it was implied
wasnt it implied
did i read into that wrong
did i just reveal a secret about myself
did you really plan on that haircut or is that how your hair naturally went and you owned that shit

Good to know that I can no longer listen to anything you send me without wearing earphones.

... was it implied? I didn't think it was. Both? I don't see how this is a relevant question.

what no
you should be listening to my shit at full blast
im trying to get famous bitch
make a request then
what kind of music do you need

well i said maybe i wanted to marry my best friend
and then you agreed that neither of us were conformists to not doing that
so it
nevermind this is totally not important at all
yep
yep
so you cut it to appeal to how it sticks up
is it soft or greasy
do you use product

I'm fond of the piano.

Oh. Well, you're right. It really isn't important. I guess I do. That you would ask me that makes me wonder if you're trying to imply something. Yes. Do you?

of course youre a fucking pianoman
clockworkreversal.mp3

have a best friend boyfriend yes
i mean wait
what
the hair
i dont use product it just does its own thang

I was taught to play when I was young. The appreciation didn't wear off. Your piece is beautiful.

What? I thought we agreed this wasn't important. Oh. I see. Well, it's a good look. It must be nice not needing to put any grand effort into it.

i never learned
fake piano i punch the notes into
thanks
what other piano shit do i have
oh
you know what youd like
requited.mp3

we did
i wasnt saying anything
i know my hair is the fucking shit
i literally just wake up with this
having hair this fair is a beautiful curse

Edited 2017-07-30 03:16 (UTC)

You're right, I do like it. It's a shame I hadn't found talent like yours back when I was looking for it. There aren't many musicians of taste in Gotham.

I can only imagine. I could teach you to play proper piano, by the way, though that may be a defunct skill to learn if you've already got your fake one.

what the fuck do you play there then
whats your favorite song

how good at you at piano
i need like a master teacher
the most skilled of professors
the synth shit can only go so far
the best songs i got that use piano are because i had samplings from other people playing actual pianos

I didn't say it was impossible to find good musicians. I'd have to think about a favorite, honestly. There's so many.

The best taught me so I think I might be able to share a trick or two.

is it fucking beethoven or something
bach chopin mozart tchaikovsky mahler vivaldi

who do you consider the best at pianoing

I said I was thinking, Dave, though I'm impressed you thought of some of the latter names.

You'll think me incredibly biased.

im cultured as shit
im a fucking artist

nah
just say it

I still think you'll call me biased. I was taught by my mother. She always insisted that all of the instructors in town were rubbish and she was the only one that could teach me properly. It's a little bit funny, looking back on it. I'm rather positive that was just her excuse to spend more time with me, but she really was truly amazing at it.

Anyway, I doubt you want to hear me reminiscing.

still not calling you biased
i dont mind
did she teach you anything else

She tried to. I wasn't particularly the son I should have been. I never really listened. Even now I'm still realizing what certain things she told me really meant.

teachin from beyond yo
thats how she do
i listened to everything my parental unit said
i probably shouldnt have
your mom sounds awesome

I guess that is what she does, yes.

I'm sorry, am I bringing bad memories to mind?

no its ok
i dont have bad mom memories to have in mind
gotta have mom memories to have that shit
just thinking i guess

If it helps, I do understand somewhat. I knew my father for merely weeks before he passed. It's hard to fill the spot where they should be, isn't it?

i mean
its probably a lot harder to fill when theres been like
an actual person filling it previously
i think it mightve been surprisingly easy to fill an empty dad slot
that guy was never really
in it
you know?
mom spot still lacking
accepting applicants

It may be just as hard either way.

I feel as though I should apologize again. I'm likely not the best person to offer solace in this type of situation. I do, however, sincerely hope you find the one meant to be in that spot.

dude no its ok
you dont have to apologize for that
i wasnt trying to sound like i needed you to be like
oh man poor dave he didnt fucking have actual parents
just some dysfunctional psychopath
this conversation totally went off the rails here

I never interpreted your intent in that manner.

It did, didn't it? I still think I'm to blame for that, but it might best if we moved on to something else. What subject were we on before this? Your musical career?

i fucked this up
what
probably
speaking of which nobody fucking hyped up for it
but if my shit aint the sickest beats around
idk what the everloving fuck is up with that

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