eatsfish | ☂

im cultured as shit
im a fucking artist

nah
just say it

I still think you'll call me biased. I was taught by my mother. She always insisted that all of the instructors in town were rubbish and she was the only one that could teach me properly. It's a little bit funny, looking back on it. I'm rather positive that was just her excuse to spend more time with me, but she really was truly amazing at it.

Anyway, I doubt you want to hear me reminiscing.

still not calling you biased
i dont mind
did she teach you anything else

She tried to. I wasn't particularly the son I should have been. I never really listened. Even now I'm still realizing what certain things she told me really meant.

teachin from beyond yo
thats how she do
i listened to everything my parental unit said
i probably shouldnt have
your mom sounds awesome

I guess that is what she does, yes.

I'm sorry, am I bringing bad memories to mind?

no its ok
i dont have bad mom memories to have in mind
gotta have mom memories to have that shit
just thinking i guess

If it helps, I do understand somewhat. I knew my father for merely weeks before he passed. It's hard to fill the spot where they should be, isn't it?

i mean
its probably a lot harder to fill when theres been like
an actual person filling it previously
i think it mightve been surprisingly easy to fill an empty dad slot
that guy was never really
in it
you know?
mom spot still lacking
accepting applicants

It may be just as hard either way.

I feel as though I should apologize again. I'm likely not the best person to offer solace in this type of situation. I do, however, sincerely hope you find the one meant to be in that spot.

dude no its ok
you dont have to apologize for that
i wasnt trying to sound like i needed you to be like
oh man poor dave he didnt fucking have actual parents
just some dysfunctional psychopath
this conversation totally went off the rails here

I never interpreted your intent in that manner.

It did, didn't it? I still think I'm to blame for that, but it might best if we moved on to something else. What subject were we on before this? Your musical career?

i fucked this up
what
probably
speaking of which nobody fucking hyped up for it
but if my shit aint the sickest beats around
idk what the everloving fuck is up with that

You really didn't, Dave.

If you've been promoting your work, which I assume you have, then it may come down to the simple matter of the majority of Genessia having poor taste in music.

ngl but youre not even right about that
theres no taste at all
its not bad its not good
its nonexistent
not to literally bash the entire population of five cities
but like
everyone here kind of ignores actual enjoyable things???
im so easily dominating the entire media market
bc there is literally no one else bothering to contribute
and absolutely nobody is watching it
we get like 3 viewers tops some days
and one of those is me
the only reason that bitch ass award show got anywhere was bc she also threw a party
and everyone could complain about who got nominated
this place is fucking batshit for parties
and complaining
are they watching tv???
no
movies??
nah
when was the last time someone played the fucking radio???
id be famous if people listened to the radio
bc the radio is literally just me and sonico
there are TWO PEOPLE ON THE RADIO
and nobody is aware of this
sonicos famous because she openly performs at the parties
and crazy ass shit always happens at the parties
i dont give a flying fuck about being famous or anything
i just want this place to wake the fuck up
everyones either consumed with nonsense or fell into a monotonous cycle of work and sleep and eating
anyone watch a movie lately???
no
nobody did
nobody watches movies
everyones busy wondering if the vampires are going to bitch eachother to death
nobodys paying attention to anything
the only thing people are reading is the newspaper which only posts the worst news ever or cluelessly plagiarizes someone with an even shittier version of the original to the point of madness
were all thriving so hard on horrible news that nobody has a minute to spare to bob their head to a jam
the economy funnels into nonsense and the arts are dying
were all either going to die of boredom or well destroy ourselves
or someone could take over the whole place
which would be easy if they did it with a smile bc nobody pays enough attention to realize someones blatantly lying to their faces
the last guy that shook the whole place had to literally show people he was actively murdering everyone for people to catch on

I knew you were intelligent, Dave, but not so acutely perceptive. Consider me impressed. I can't particularly disagree with anything you've said, though it does reflect rather poorly on my colleagues to do so. Seeing all of this laid out so bluntly does make one wonder why nothing more has been done to push people in a different direction than the one they're currently on.

shit thats a hell of a compliment
and yeah it does
but like
your colleagues arent all that great lbh
idfk what theyre doing
were just pushing in the same direction here
its not really worth the effort from me
im just some fucking kid that wont shut the hell up
nobody is going to listen to that

It was well deserved.

I can only speak for Miss Sutcliff in part, but in comparison others are sadly much more lacking. Reaction seems to be the general ideal rather than action itself. Not very suiting for a leader, if you were to ask me.

Perhaps, though I'm certainly listening.

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