nah its cool theyre fucking horrible but i think i had to have them to end up somewhere i can actually be happy i mean i still dont want to have that fucking responsibility and i might be traumatized to fuck and maybe thatll kick me in the ass further down but without that shit i think i mightve been in a really bad place without ever fully realizing it and it wouldve escalated until it was too late for me to do anything about it i think i wouldnt get to be me so in a way the worst shit was the best shit??
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theyre fucking horrible
but i think i had to have them to end up somewhere i can actually be happy
i mean i still dont want to have that fucking responsibility
and i might be traumatized to fuck and maybe thatll kick me in the ass further down
but without that shit i think
i mightve been in a really bad place
without ever fully realizing it
and it wouldve escalated until
it was too late for me to do anything about it
i think i wouldnt get to be me
so in a way the worst shit was the best shit??
uh
you and jaune
what else does it say